M.I.L.F. Update (Aka Hippo Update)
I've been off the MILF program for a while and gained 4 pounds. This is what I feel like today. I'd like to look a bit more like the orginal M.I.L.F., Jennifer Coolidge . Yes, yes, I want to be healthy too. I'm still working on being comfortable in my skin, but there seems to be so much of it and it's all so full. I need to be happier with less. Less chocolate, less worrying, less stuff, less money, less TV, less stress. We've all heard less is more. I see truth in that, but getting there is tough. I do know in this society, more weight seems to make a lesser person. There are many times when I feel invisible to strangers. Is that why I can't seem to lose this weight that keeps me down so much? Do I want to be invisible? Am I scared to join the ranks of the "norm"? I think I need to start meditating, quieting myself and listening to what's going on inside.Labels: MILF
posted by Katie J @ 8:36 AM
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3 Comments:
Your post has moved me to tears. I feel and understand your pain - all too well. I'm sorry you're feeling defeated. Losing weight is terribly hard. You are a beautiful person, inside and out.
I have started my 100th (who's counting?) diet this week & hope stick to it. I think I just need to get my jaw wired shut.
We'll talk soon.
Thanks Tammy. I still consider myself a happy person, but this is my albatross and it just seems to get heavier all the time. Thanks for your kind words.
Sorry to hear you're feeling down about this subject. I struggle with it too so I know how crappy it feels. I think you are on to something with your last comment about maybe stopping and listening to ourselves internally to see what we really need instead of "medicating" (with food, drinks - which tend to be my issue, whatever.)
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